Friday, December 14, 2012

childhood fun than today

let's me think, okey i'm a little confused what i really want.....

what i really want is too have someone like you that understand my situation or maybe you dont but you try to, really.

i'm a jerk i just want too make up with you but i just cant, i do want to but i dont know how, and if i do get better with you, will it be worth it , when we just gonna be there for each other when we needed someone....

well i think it worth it.... i never thought of taking an advantages with you, i just want someone to talk to how i felt, how i feel, because believe me i had a rough time nowaday, and i needed someone like you.

there was a time that i try to replace you but then it dont felt the same, something not right, something that i cant really understand nor explain it with word, something that is you.......... it sound stupid, but it does, maybe we are not made for each other but we are made for talking with each other to felt the comfort, it feel like the comfort of a best friend , maybe it more too that buT i cant really understand it, it not love, i know it not.....

the thing is i like to get better with you, being each other something that we cant really explain it.... but their something about you, like a signature from you that cant really spell it out....

i dont really hope much but, if the chance are..... i would take it really seriously i would to be able to talk to you without any past presence blocking us..... n_o 

oxoxoxoxnight bloggerxoxoxox 

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