the beginning of january

hey there, been a long time since i open this blog again

i don't know why but i got a urge to open it today >_<

well it the month of the year again and the beginning of a month JANUARY

what do i want to write, well............

i gonna end my study this year......

getting really excited but also scared. 
WHY???

i don't think i'm ready to go to work yet

but soon or later i will have to faced it....

well i just have to think positive. Right!?

em....

yet after many time flew by me.... i haven't yet found that someone....

maybe i just not ready or just scared that mom would know and mad at me again like previous time...

forget about it...

someday it might happen, not today , not tomorrow nor maybe this year but someday i know it will

just live a happy life and think positive and pray for god for myself and all that know me and all people at world.... let's it be a happy and peace world for everyone.... YEAHHH WEWWW~~~