19/5/2014

it been a while, neeehhh~ it been a long time since i write at this blog, the last time i write is on the january month,

never thought that i still remember the password of this blog~ herm.... :3

well, it's been a while ..... story about my life, well......
like an ordinary people, my life is just any guy you saw on the routine daily life.....

well, i got a new bike, a really new one and it limited edition nowadays....
really happy own one, but still had monthly payment.....weeeehhhh~
but kinda sad it alway been damage several time but i always try to fix it beauty ...

about love?
what about it?
yet i still cant found that someone that attract my attention, i don't seek for perfection, 
but i haven't found it... really sad about it's  , to make me forget about it, i just hang out with my friend...
yee, that it,

but it's does hurt remembering about what happen in the past but it's time to move on....
forward is the option i had..... people came and go..... people stab you and move on....
it hurt but then what cant i  do ..... stab back.....? naeeh!? i don't do that , i don't want people to resemble me like him.....

it a crucial time for me, waiting for my result exam..... kinda scared.....actually .

dear, blogger, maybe people wont read it but, i kinda want to stop what i'm doing now and just set out free where i cant start a new life and dont had to be burden with this daily life....
how i wish i could but i can't right!?


well that it's for today....

XOxoxoxoXO

pray for all my family ,my friend, that know me or don't know me, wherever you are, i pray that you health and Everything you want to succeed will accomplish  .

AMEN :)

the beginning of january

hey there, been a long time since i open this blog again

i don't know why but i got a urge to open it today >_<

well it the month of the year again and the beginning of a month JANUARY

what do i want to write, well............

i gonna end my study this year......

getting really excited but also scared. 
WHY???

i don't think i'm ready to go to work yet

but soon or later i will have to faced it....

well i just have to think positive. Right!?

em....

yet after many time flew by me.... i haven't yet found that someone....

maybe i just not ready or just scared that mom would know and mad at me again like previous time...

forget about it...

someday it might happen, not today , not tomorrow nor maybe this year but someday i know it will

just live a happy life and think positive and pray for god for myself and all that know me and all people at world.... let's it be a happy and peace world for everyone.... YEAHHH WEWWW~~~

malam sebelum isnin

wahhhh!!!!

lamanya aku tidak tulis blog ne...... mcm berbulan-bulan sudah ne ahahha,

welll , lama tidak update pun sebab busy dengan kerja harian,masuk kolej,belajar, tiada masa mahu tulis di blog ni.... >_<

hari ini baru boleh relax laaa..... aha sebab bermula kelmarin start cuti sampai hujung bulan 6 ini ahah....
AWESOME!!!!

orang cuti,kami pigi kolej,orang pigi bljar, kami cuti, baru lah ngam timing kan =_=

sem ini aku sem tiga, sem depan aku sem 4 dah, syukur lah pointer aku pun okey sem 3 ini, dan tidak mengulang apa2 paper ahaha.....

apa mahu buat cuti ne, masih awal untuk persediaan sem depan , relax lah dulu santai2 dulu tenangkan dulu pikiran sebelum pikir pasal sem depan enjoy dulu ahhah

welll itu sahaja lah untuk hari ini kalau senng saya update lagi blog ne....

choW~~~

march preparation

ahahahaha

lamanya tidak tulis di blog ne,mahu dekat 2 bulan sudah kan ahaha,  well, sibuk sahaja kan, sekrang pun masih sibuk ni, minggu depan exam, well jumaat lepas sudah exam, and banyak yang perlu diperbaikikan, kalau tidak, result down plak nanty,

wish i could answer all question easilly, well need too study, lain kali lagi update blog ini, ehehe,

i kinda miss someone, neehhh~ it's nothing bye2.... >_<

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

cursemewithagoodlifeehehe

blog lalu, aku cakap aku akan tutup blog ni kan aha,
well , aku pun tidak tahu kenapa wujud lagi blog ni....
so that mean blog ini haruslah dituliskan kalau ia masih wujud
itu sahaja lah buat masa ini, tiada benda dalam pikiran mahu ditulis harini
aha, maybe later blog ehe

xoxoxoxnytexoxoxox

kedatangan 2013

well, inilah mungkin kali terakhir untuk blog ini berfungsi, selepas 1.1.2013 jam 12.00AM , aku akan tutp blog ini dan tidak akan membukanya lagi.

it time to move on and had a new life, azam baru? tidak tahulah. tidak terpikir pun . i think leave the bad habit i think.

2012, erm well it been hard time but most of it is bad hard time, but there alway a good time.

many memories and never unexpected memory to had.....

i'm blank tidak tahu apa mahu tulis dah..... well itu sahaja lah well. anyone that read it... enjoy reading and knowing my life.....

bye and  A HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013. GBU

hey..... em....

I don't know but.... I felt like missing something and I don't know what -_-

have too know that i felt empty in my brain and i my heart.....

i just cant figure it out..... i want to know .... but how?

is it about her? maybe argh.... i just dont know....

or it just in my mind..... well it does and it give a pain....

i need you maybe but i just cant right?
i want you by my side but i cant right?
i want too stay but you but cant?
everything is cant,cant,and cant......

please help me.....
GOD..... i need you help now.... tell me what i should do....
if she is the one for please give me a sign....
and if not..... tell me now and who should i be with....
i really want to know now..... please..... 

i'm really depreased now 

tell me now please..... i'm begging you....
end this pain huhuhu.... remove it .....

gudnite...... end 4 today~